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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 03:14:43 GMT

holiday mood already :S
presentation due tmr, paper due thurs, math exam next thurs
then ill be done for this semester
cant wait to get out of shithaca!!

having plans for my winter holiday already (:
xmas is always my favorite celebration!
im dreaming of a white christmas <3

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 06:57:07 GMT

i miss iu : (

Monday, October 19, 2009

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:05:43 GMT

where is my future?
why am i here?
im a lost lamb

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:00:10 GMT

wants to get out of this crappy place asap.
jus dun feel right staying here
i mean, maybe you ppl are right, i dun deserve here
im not smart enough
jus have a strong sense of feeling that i dun fit in here.
wanna have someone to share this feeling with...
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Saturday, May 02, 2009

Sat, 02 May 2009 00:05:38 GMT

i should seriously think of my future.
what have i done to make my life so messed up?
there is likw one thing good, but then all bad stuff cum along with that good news
is that even good news anymore?
maybe not??
life is always like this. full of dilemma
or we can say
it is a drama after all
exactly like the ones we watched on the big sreen
its jus not as good as those plots, maybe sometimes better. LOL
BUT I HV HAD ENOUGH
i hv no idea where i m heading to next even tho so many decisions have been made.
no idea. no idea at all
why cant my life be a bit smoother. jus a bit is fine.
better than all these shits i m going thru rite now

Monday, April 27, 2009

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 13:34:48 GMT

FML!!!!!!!!!
ngo yiu fat sit ha
jen hai dnlm
&!^#(^#!!(*!(#&!
ARGH
i dun think i can accept anymore of this.....

Friday, February 27, 2009

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 14:49:43 GMT

HOLY SHIT I M A LOSER RAH

Friday, September 12, 2008

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 01:51:05 GMT

The Woman I Respected And Loved Most

she raised me up
she had worked so hard all through her life
she has dedicated her life to her 7 children
not only her 7 children
but also her 7 grandchildren
she cooked the most delicious dinner
she took great care of everyone near her
she never complained anything around her
she accepted everything and lived happily with everything
she was so happy every time she saw me

she taught me everything
SHE IS MY BELOVED GRANDMA
she is the one who walked me to skoo
she is the one who helped me with my homework
she is the one that I feel happy when she is happy
I LOVE HER SO MUCH
she passed away……..
I cried so bad
I was so stupid to stand at the advising centre n cry cry cry
I want her back
but at the same time, I want her to RIP
she is now in heaven with God
living happily
SHE IS

it was so shocking…
its been the first week of class here at dean…
haven’t get used to everything..
Freaking out…
n the bad news came….
I used to be strong
but sorry, I COLLAPSED
I felt like I had been such a bad grand daughter…
didn’t do much for her….
I didn’t get to see her….

Isn’t she cute?
she is jus a child, I can tell you..
I miss u grandma….

I LOVE YOU GRANDMA

YOU ARE THE BEST IN MY HEART
YOU ARE THE THE MOST RESPECTFUL WOMAN WE HAVE TO LIVE UP TO
I LOVE YOU
REST IN PEACE….

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 12:33:38 GMT

sor lo :P

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Thu, 15 May 2008 12:06:18 GMT

what is going on?
this is the question that pops up my head everyday
i used to be that naive, bitchy girl who wants all the attention
now?
all my passions are gone
even in dance
i jus wanna stay at hum doin nth to kill time
even i kno that facebook wont keep updating 24hours, i keep checking it out
why? coz i simply have nth to do
i suddenly wanna hide everything to myself
i dun wanna social, i wanna be simple
i was thinking hard when i took bus bak hum
what did i do for the past years?
nth but everything childish, silly and inconsiderate
i laughed at myself
why wasnt i a nice girl?
yet y i am still so f-ing lucky to have a whole bunch of fds with me
why?
i dunno how much i had been affecting my fds, both good and bad..
argh
jesus christ what am i talking about=v=
BULLSHIT.